I had a crazy dream

We got along.... we got everyone back together in harmony... Dreams are very strange but this one made me cry.. I finally saw you thought i did very well and have become more than you ever thought i could be.. you were nice and so was i... The kids were all happy and their mommy was great all along! If it was not for my failures and would not have been able to find myself in full speed toward accomplishing all i did.. we all hung out together and enjoyed being friends... I hate this dream because it felt real and it was in color and i felt everything..why would a dream impact me so much? it was so bitter sweet with the kids happy and all was good everything was heavenly... you had a wife to be and i was with brian but we all liked eachother.