.This girl: January 2016

Saturday, January 30, 2016

BLOOD WORK RESULTS

Beautiful results on my full panel but i have low cholesterol hmmmm? I had everything tested and I am happy to say im clean as a whistle for sure very pure again! But my Lymphs were starred as high but its differen't for everyone. I got upset yes because it could mean cancer but my white blood cells are great as well as my red so i am going back to get tested for Cancer. Mt Dr said nothing to worry about you count is fine but i told him to run the tests anyways just in case we can catch it early. She said acute stress does this and am stressed and anxious! So we will see.

BACK TO SCHOOL

I had a crazy dream

We got along.... we got everyone back together in harmony... Dreams are very strange but this one made me cry.. I finally saw you thought i did very well and have become more than you ever thought i could be.. you were nice and so was i... The kids were all happy and their mommy was great all along! If it was not for my failures and would not have been able to find myself in full speed toward accomplishing all i did.. we all hung out together and enjoyed being friends... I hate this dream because it felt real and it was in color and i felt everything..why would a dream impact me so much? it was so bitter sweet with the kids happy and all was good everything was heavenly... you had a wife to be and i was with brian but we all liked eachother.