Dear Lord...

Dear Lord,  It's me Rachael again... I have a few things to ask of you.... I would like you to watch over my angels even more dearly than you already do if possible....Can you let them feel my heart....Can you let them hear me when I am singing to them to bed.... Can you let them feel me tuck them in.... Can you let them see me out in the audience at their school plays..... Can you let them have everything they need... Can you let them feel my hugs and kisses.... When they go to the beach and pick up a conch shell can to tell them to hold it to their ears to listen to the ocean and while listing can you let them hear me say I love you darling we will always be together... we will have beautiful wings and live with Jesus...We will always be close by but for now don't you cry baby's of mine.... I love you.......  Can you let them be happy everyday.... Can you let things that were made of confusion come to make sense.... Can you shake me mold me hold me and wash me whiter than snow... Can you be my rock? Can you make me more like you? Can you help people to forgive me for I did not know what I did?  Can you help me sleep better at night and not have that heavy heart that pours my tears out like rain for I am all new and I need healing of some little things you forgot.  Dear Lord.... Can I  let it go? Is it ok to feel like I can't speak or see people that hurt me... Is it ok to feel hurt? Lord can you please help me to have this feeling go away? Can the lies people say about me be rid of by your Holy love... I am so proud of what I am doing with my life but I need to strive even harder can you please send down all your angels to help me? Surround me with your angels Lord and let them sing!  I am praying for everything and I know nothing is too much for you. Lord hear my Prayers and keep hearing them please..... Amen!