Some people are happy talking about a person that doesen't exist anymore."

That person has gone can't you see.  The things she did were in the past and she can't be scolded forever by for old mistakes that are forgiven for in many ways by many. She never should have met you or them or anyone that could hurt her in that way. You said you thought I would never be anything but once more the judgement was wrong. I know you all want to hold on to grudges and have me shed those tears but I am sorry to tell you that I have conquered my worst fears and have been stronger than ever because I am me and you have nothing to say WHAT?  What could you say now?  Give it up and clap your hands for I am not taken down next time you step to me you will look like the clown! Label me how you will but anything you say I'll shoot it down! People like me are very few..... Redeemed, empowered, and a forgiving one am I!  The rocks you threw at me I built and firm foundation to stand my ground someone like me will not be taken for granted.... I am full of grace and full of pride and soul but I need to have the other halves that make me whole.... This is promise to you that I am 100 percent better than before and I am worthy of my seeds for they will grow because I will nurish them with with all that I am with all my soul Dear Lord I need my other halves to be whole.