I proved everyone wrong.

You heard things you didn't see. You said things that did not make me hurt me because i am strong.... I proved you wrong... Those things you could see really start becoming harder to find... I fought hard and didn't give up! I have always been a good person but somethings were out of my hands when making decisions... It is hard to think fast or even think about how to not lose what is yours, I did all i could do and i am sorry if i hurt you but when it comes to my kids i lost my way and became defensive....and had nothing at that time so i did anything i could to try to fix, save, and well I wish i would have stayed sweet as pie and at this time i was losing my heart so do ya blame me for anything? Anyways everyone hurt me too but i believe we all learned a lesson did't we. I know you all remember what you loved about me also and that is why you did so Thank you for loving me I forgive you because i forgave myself and i can see the factors that were being looked at,,,, I will never be the same again, Better, stronger, wiser, more humble a better parent and better educated, driven, fighter who stood up after she fell down and and realized her strength is way more than what they thought so sorry I proved you wrong..... You see me now! Look at me now! I am a beautiful strong mother with soul,class, and i have my sweet smile back and my inner child giggles again.... On my way to having myself back embracing my light because i shine just like an angel... Don't ever doubt this girl! She is surrounded by angels of god and i mean way surrounded!!!!