.This girl: February 2015

Life is beautiful and I missed out on some but... I am still here and happy to be alive. I Thank God everyday for my lessons for they made me who I am today. Who I am tomorrow is now in stone to be great and the best I can be. I changed he changed me my chains are gone! They are gone. I have my family back. I have my health back, I have my soul back, I have my smile back and I also am working on some more things for I am quiet with what I do in sensitive situations now. I stay still, think, focus on the positive ways to bring these matters to the table without anyone's feeling getting hurt so I feel uncertain what to do so I still stay still and listen to my heart and what God tells me to do. This life is fragile and was in pieces and he is putting them back together bit by bit very carefully and I know he will steer everyone who is included where we belong. I have to except where I am placed for now for it is where he wants me to be and he has added new pieces to my life. I am grateful for everything good and bad that has happened in my life. This is what it supposed to be and it will come together in victory! I already know that. The best things come to those who wait and are really actually sorry for their sins and pray for their enemies! I do pray for my enemies, I didn't know they were until I opened my ears and heard and listened and then I did things out of hurt and despair. That is all forgiven for yes! I acted out of pain and I did not have the wisdom to know what I was doing wrong or the life experiences to teach me it was wrong! I can't fix the past it is gone and had fixed itself. All I know is that I am happy, forgiven , I am grateful everyday and I stay quiet and let God do his work!