Tuesday, November 25, 2014


 
I am so blessed, God is on my side he surrounds me with the right people now and the past people who hurt me can realize my wounds heal nicely and I will come out on top

The Big Vanila Hmmmm....

So.... I have decided to end my days with going to the gym!  Of course... What better way to end a day?  I went to Kohl's to purchase a cutie pie gym outfit and I am pleased with it,  It is pretty cute and as my body is changing into perfection I hope it will still fit, I hate to waste money! I have a pretty big assortment of work out clothes and scrubs and well you know the other stuff I wear on weekends or out to the park with the baby. I am pretty much set when it comes to clothes,  shoes, jewelry, about a thousand pairs of underwear in which I threw all the ones I don't want in the trash and kept the pretty ones and that goes the same for bras I had about 40 bras!!! Lol many to big for me I must have been preggo with some of them oh well they also are in the trash! I can't wait to start my body shaping adventure and see the results this is going to be fun! I also have a membership at expose fitness so those two thing should do it! I want my body to be firm and sexy while I hit my mid thirties.  In January I will be 34 ewww god help me well at least I don't feel that old! I feel young and full of life and I am healthy with not a single health problem thank God for that one.... It could be bad but again I was being watched by angels and they protected me through the darkness and carried me into the light again! I always had a good heart and soul a few years back I think I was going through something with my hormones or something went off balance what a stinker but I am great and have a great head on my shoulders and I am very focused and I pray for the strength to go all the way with my career and build a wonderful life so I am on the right track. I am surround by people with beautiful souls and they understand me for who I truly am and they like me and well I like them too! I work with the sweetest most understanding people ever! I am in the right place! I went pretty far I would have to say and got it all together and struggles through every exam passing everyone with sweat and my heart pounding but I knew I studied  until my eyes fell out of my head and 6 classes at once was not easy, I also had to do 720 hours training in a Hospital I loved it!  I can save your life if your hanging with me not to shabby of a friend to have near and dear???? I wake up every morning at 5 before the sun rises to drink my cup of coffee and get ready to take the baby to daycare then work a jiggety!! I love life and I am going to love my new body to go with my new life, I am a fighter you can see! No one will steal my pride and my selfworth, I am doing the best I ever did, Now go away.

Saturday, November 22, 2014

This does happen and it is real not enough people care about their children enough to care about the future they will have and you can't blame the kids for ending up like this,  Its all the parents fault and that is where karma takes place and that is where the parents will hurt