As seen on T.V products

Some of these products are really good! I am going to try this to heal my nails from fake nail damage.

Im going to the gym!

I am going to kick ass and get into my best shape ever! Tomorrow this skinny butt will walk in there and work out every day until my butt lifts and muscles appear and I will look awesome once again! I really want to make them sweat :)!!!! Oh and I will!!!! My new body is coming into life! Nothing is better than being healthy and having a nice body oh lala! Watch out ladies their is a new girl coming through :)

You think lol

I will never cut my hair again!

I only cut my bangs so the back is long in this pic ya can't tell because my short sides I have a plan with this lol

My hair geesh

Sides short back long but its on its way! My hair is always doing something crazy! Its cool though I take good care of it! Can't wait until its down to my butt again

Brian's 40 th Birthday Dinner

FOGO DE CHAO! Treated my hunny to a nice dinner! We are in a food coma right now.... Nice times!

Love Breaks things.

Love is a wonderful thing,  It has always been in me from my first baby doll to my first ride on a swing,  You would know this by the way that I sing in the car on my way home or when I feel Love I lift up my voice and sing to the beat of my own drum, My heart pounds as I sing out loud in hopes that it echoes to my love ones from somewhere beyond the stars ...... Words that say I love you whispered in the dark....in hopes they get caught in a passing wind and carry them straight to your face so you will hear and feel a energy from the breeze passed on from the beat of my heart.... I love you.. I love you my sweet angel and I always will.... My wish is a love that does not break your heart!  I hope you can hear me say I love you when you pick up your huge sea shell put it to your ear and listen very well... I wish I could whisper into it everything I want to say to you and that you could hear it coming from my heart it would be so sweet you would drop to your knees and cry! Love here on earth is hard to find and many thing get in the way including the devil to devour things in his path overcome by evil and stupid things that don't matter will break people apart until he thinks he has won but turn back,  rewind, hold the phone!   Love has made me step through a pile of spurs, Love has made me do stupid things and love is broken by hate and shattered fate in my eyes I have tears that flow down my cheeks and its so hard to breathe I fall to my knees with my hands on my face and heartbroken girl of to many feelings and confused at what I believed and that I was deceived,  Love is protecting and I was only doing that to only find myself going face first on the ground with dirt all around, I can't say I am sorry its to late for that but I can say I love you and Im always here... Send me a sign that I can understand maybe in a dream I can meet you there but please show up on time! Last time I was there at the fence right at the gate walking past considered the fate... Stop and talk this time to see why im there even it seems impossible try to meet me there, I have a lot to tell you and came a long way and I am not letting you slip away,  I was protecting my heart and soul and I did not know how, 

Things i buy????

I just bought one of those battery operated pore cleaners..  I just tried it out its works exeptonally well my face is so soft so I feel its not a waste. I also bought some expensive shampoo  also tried that out and I have to say you get what you pay for then I bought some gloves for the gym and they are sweet! A new gym outfit! New shoes, also the some expensive bronzer and also that is good! I buy crap that is cheap but it doesn't work so why buy trash I am worth feeling good and having girly products that work... After the Christmas I am working on a house but that is going to take some work! My school and job take up my time I have a 3.0 g

No more acrylic nails/addiction

Today I decided to stop at one of the nail places I have been going to for years,  I walked in and they asked how they could help me and so I answered..... Please get these things off of me they are now very expensive and need kept up with every two to three weeks I am done!  She did as I asked her to but then she says how about a manicure and nail polish? I said no nothing I want my real nails back and she looked at me like I was an alien from outerspace. I didn't care what she thought I want to be simple again but with pride in the way I look...  fake nails will be my first of many money spending habits  to go the rest is on its way, I need to be saving my hard earned money on a house, Oh my god Maryland is way to expensive to buy a house so my plan is to finish up school and make bank or move somewhere not so expensive,  I am trying to think of ways so save and this was one and now I need more think think think....

LOOKY WHAT I ORDERED IN THE MAIL! ITS HERE AND I AM GOING TO HAVE A CUP RIGHT FREAKIN NOW!!!! 15.00 CAN BUY YOU JOY IN A BAG! DO IT!

Xmas party after working all day running home clean up get dressed and go say cheese

Say Cheese

 Christmas Office Party.

Me and my sweet eve!

I and my lovely Aun't Terri

My New Xmas Party necklace!

 

I am so blessed, God is on my side he surrounds me with the right people now and the past people who hurt me can realize my wounds heal nicely and I will come out on top

The Big Vanila Hmmmm....

So.... I have decided to end my days with going to the gym!  Of course... What better way to end a day?  I went to Kohl's to purchase a cutie pie gym outfit and I am pleased with it,  It is pretty cute and as my body is changing into perfection I hope it will still fit, I hate to waste money! I have a pretty big assortment of work out clothes and scrubs and well you know the other stuff I wear on weekends or out to the park with the baby. I am pretty much set when it comes to clothes,  shoes, jewelry, about a thousand pairs of underwear in which I threw all the ones I don't want in the trash and kept the pretty ones and that goes the same for bras I had about 40 bras!!! Lol many to big for me I must have been preggo with some of them oh well they also are in the trash! I can't wait to start my body shaping adventure and see the results this is going to be fun! I also have a membership at expose fitness so those two thing should do it! I want my body to be firm and sexy while I hit my mid thirties.  In January I will be 34 ewww god help me well at least I don't feel that old! I feel young and full of life and I am healthy with not a single health problem thank God for that one.... It could be bad but again I was being watched by angels and they protected me through the darkness and carried me into the light again! I always had a good heart and soul a few years back I think I was going through something with my hormones or something went off balance what a stinker but I am great and have a great head on my shoulders and I am very focused and I pray for the strength to go all the way with my career and build a wonderful life so I am on the right track. I am surround by people with beautiful souls and they understand me for who I truly am and they like me and well I like them too! I work with the sweetest most understanding people ever! I am in the right place! I went pretty far I would have to say and got it all together and struggles through every exam passing everyone with sweat and my heart pounding but I knew I studied  until my eyes fell out of my head and 6 classes at once was not easy, I also had to do 720 hours training in a Hospital I loved it!  I can save your life if your hanging with me not to shabby of a friend to have near and dear???? I wake up every morning at 5 before the sun rises to drink my cup of coffee and get ready to take the baby to daycare then work a jiggety!! I love life and I am going to love my new body to go with my new life, I am a fighter you can see! No one will steal my pride and my selfworth, I am doing the best I ever did, Now go away.

Solid Color Double Breasted Belt Lapel Lace Trench Coat : Tidebuy.com

Solid Color Double Breasted Belt Lapel Lace Trench Coat : Tidebuy.com I am getting so many of these,  they are to cute:)

This does happen and it is real not enough people care about their children enough to care about the future they will have and you can't blame the kids for ending up like this,  Its all the parents fault and that is where karma takes place and that is where the parents will hurt

Happy Halloween!!!!! My awesome co-workers looked so amazing today!

If God Is For Me Than Who Can Be Against Me